Leaving for Knox City

It is 8:27 and my truck is loaded and i am about to leave and make my way towards the smallest town i will have ever lived in. Knox City has a population of about 1400 people but the good news is that it is the seedless watermelon capital of the world so that should be nice. Any one who wants to come by an visit...visitors welcome.

j-Tree

Ok i spent all night recording a Rap song at my friend Josh's house. So here is the début single of J-Tree the track is entitled Life...Take One (what this really is two white boys who were really bored and thought they would try to do something they had no business doing...writing and recording raps)

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HSU 04-05

So my first year of college is over and it went by super fast. I am sitting at home right now thinking how strange it is that my dorm room isn't mine any more, all my stuff is gone, and it no longer smells like me and Geoff (which is probably a good thing). I am sitting at home right now listening to my mother as she gives me a list of things that i need to do in the week that i am home...and later when i go out to hang out with my friends she will tell me what time i need to be home. Thank heavens i will only here a week. So i am really sad that this semester is over cause i am really going to miss my friends. But the Lord is going to do some awesome things this summer.

See-Saw

If only th purity in my heart would eliminate the temptations of the flesh i wouldnt feel a failure. I fear that what the world has to offer at times is holding me back from what God has to offer. My apathetic life is leading me into the dangerous waters that are luke warm. I fear my on disolution of morality. At times i feel as though the world cant come close to striking me down and at others times i feel like i am not holding on to God hard enough to be pulled up. On this see-saw of life i feel like i go up and down as something that is designed to be manipulated by others. I am just a pon in a game where the King is all that matters. Lord move me and place me where you desire for me to be. I am just honored that you want to use me in the game where your victory is foreseen

Sorrow

The concept of sorrow confuses me. Something we experience causes us to hurt and experience sorrow. But through sorrows i have found some of my greatest friends, had some of my deepest conversations, and done the most soul searching. But through it all it still hurts.

Wonders of the Heart

Wonders of the Heart

I want to know the contents of my heart. I want to understand the wonders of it that keep me always guessing and never knowing where it will take me next. But more and rather I want to know the contents of your heart that keeps me wondering and guessing asking myself where will you take me next. But do you realize that i hang, suspended above the world, by a very thread of hope hanging from your heart. I fear you releasing me of that hope and of you sending me hurtling to earth below. I fear the falling and waiting for the pain. Yet all my heart allows for me is to hold on to that hope as it is the last once of hope in existence. My heart sends me dazed and confused to places i dare not travel, not for fear of where the path may end but of the path itself. I know at the end of my course is full of th wonderful that life is made of but it is the course itself that suppress me into fear. The danger of the path keeps me from traveling it and remaining in my state of confusion. The clarity in your eyes, the comfort of your voice, and the invitation of your laugh ask me to travel the path but in fear i stand questioning the content of my heart.