If only th purity in my heart would eliminate the temptations of the flesh i wouldnt feel a failure. I fear that what the world has to offer at times is holding me back from what God has to offer. My apathetic life is leading me into the dangerous waters that are luke warm. I fear my on disolution of morality. At times i feel as though the world cant come close to striking me down and at others times i feel like i am not holding on to God hard enough to be pulled up. On this see-saw of life i feel like i go up and down as something that is designed to be manipulated by others. I am just a pon in a game where the King is all that matters. Lord move me and place me where you desire for me to be. I am just honored that you want to use me in the game where your victory is foreseen