Birthday

So today (really yesterday but is it kinda still today) was my Birthday and it was an awsome and amazing day. I spent the day with Ashley and we started it off with a picnic in the park where we fed the ducks as well, after that we came back to campus and i found out that she had taken my keys and got my oil changed, cleaned out, and filled up my car. After that went and saw Failure to Launch and it was probably one of the funniest movies i have ever seen.

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After the movie we went and i taught ashley how to drive my car...she is really good especially for only her secound time driving a standard...but she is amazing at most things that she does.

After she learned how to drive we got dressed up and went to olive garden for dinner and ashley gave my birthday present.

After dinner we came back to campus and had cake that Ashley's friend Jennifer made, it was also Jennifer's Husband Tim's Birthday as well.
(Tim was really excited about his Birthday)

Words to Ponder

The lives of today become the restaurant decorations of tommorow

Six

Today is three but i wish that it was six

Missing

I just feel like something isn't right i feel like something is missing and it just feels wrong without it.

Wants

I don't want to give up
I don't want to let go
I don't want to have to deal with this
I don't want you to be upset
I don't want you to worry

I don't want this to be over

Sleep

The confusion of what i think i want is what keeps you awake. You don't know and that is why you don't sleep. You don't sleep because of me. Even though i am worried to still i find myself each and every night able to sleep, while you toss and turn in your mind that will not sit still enough to fall away into rest.

Tonight you sleep and i will be the one awake...I am sorry i wouldn't let you sleep for so long.