I'm Sorry

"I'm Sorry" You know I feel like I have been saying that allot lately.

"I'm sorry I am didn’t call you back, I'm sorry I'm late, I am sorry I don’t come home to visit more often, I am sorry I am a bad friend, I'm sorry I didn’t get my homework in on time, I am sorry if I made you feel that way, I am sorry If I am a bad boyfriend. God I am sorry I am not a better Christian. I'm Sorry!"

You know I don’t think that I truly realize the meaning of the word any more. It is so overused in my vocabulary that it is just a common no-brainer response, "I'm Sorry." Why do we even say, because we get busted doing something we really shouldn’t have done. What happens if you don’t get busted? What of the times that you are busted by your conscience. What it is supposed to me is that you recognize your faults and you will work hard to change them or to right the situation. But then sometimes sorry comes when there is nothing else that can be done and the feeling of remorse takes over. You know I think I have one thing figure about the definition. I recognize my faults. How can me not when I have so many of them staring me in the face. The reason I say it is because I get busted either by God, myself, or others but constantly my faults rise to the surface and I am face with the fact that I did something wrong and I am wrong because of it. But do I really make an effort to change. Sometimes I feel like I have been doing wrong for so long I don’t even know what right is. When I say it I want it to be from my heart, not from my innate response system.

My Thoughts: I cant promise that I will can make everything right or even mean this as honestly as I should but to those of you who apologies are in order I truly do apologize for my/our shortcomings and I truly am sorry for my/our mistakes.

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